Rejection
So, have I ever told you that I was rejected from a gyaru circle before?
Those who may see my posts popping up on Twitter may have seen a little bitty post about that regarding my gyaru lifestyle? era? career?
When I was transitioning into a gyaru, I thought it would be fun to meet up with others who were into the style as well to help hold myself accountable even more. Being a pa-gyaru (fake, or poser gyaru) was a no-go. Even though I had friends who didn't mind my style, I wanted to test out the gyaru circle lifestyle to see how I would measure up.
I remember applying to Angeleek (Japan's BIGGEST and most well-known gyaru circle) with an introduction done with Google Translator because my Japanese was far too basic at the time. It was a shot in the dark but I tried. As I spent time on Ricochet, I reviewed the available gyaru circles with a focus on the Midwest area of America. At the time, I considered Bulaklak or a different circle with one of those members as well as Chicago's first gyaru sa, Kamikaze Girls, Chicago Diamond gyaru L.A.'s first gyaru circle.
I can't remember the full reason for my rejection, but I have some assumptions. One could be that I was still fairly new to the scene and lifestyle. One assumption that came to mind in recent years was that maybe I wasn't too liked despite my standing in the online-based community upon my arrival.
That rejection made me want to work harder on my style since I could see what I could improve on. One of those factors was wearing heels. This clumsy girl who'd trip over her own size 10 feet? hrm....
Lisha, yes beeing rejected at times obviously doesn't look or sound good but that gives you a chance to look into yourself and give proper reflections on what you gotta do.
ReplyDeleteOnce rejected, plan a head and build up again.
I guess that first rejection propelled you...
Dave, I apologize for the EXTREMELY late response. It was sitting patiently in my comment approval section. Thank you for taking the time to read and comment! Yes, rejection can be a bit painful, but as you said, I was able to propel myself forward with that.
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