Monday, August 17, 2015

Video Analysis - M3LL155x

I was very excited to watch Twigs latest video, M3LL155x . The videography is awe inspiring and takes full advantage of what can be done in music videos.

Seeing a humanified Anglerfish in there was awesome.

Dress me up, I'm your doll.
Love me rough, I'm your doll.

In my perspective, after the beginning song gives me an impression of a Twigs who is sexy especially in the eyes of a (white) male, making her 'exotic' and inhuman like a cheaply made, mass produced blow up doll; only to be consumed, used up, left and forgotten.

In dating, being in the gyaru community, being a female, I can definately see how men can reduce human female bodied persons to an inanimate object to be used only for sexual purposes.

You've got a goddamn nerve.

Twigs wakes up, pregnant with a child after having been used up. Before giving birth, her water breaks, paint spilling out, and a (Black) man looking disgusted with her.

In this part of the video, a person more of her ethnicity seems to cast her out due to her being impregnanted by a white male.

Now hold that pose for me.

Twigs gives birth to her own 'minions' ,one still with childlike curiosity and another that appears to be her alternate self, bound to herself in Creepy Yeha's fashionably erotic bondage pieces.

With my own experiences, I see it as a story of destructive lust in an interracial coupling,  and fighting through the pain it can cause when you dehumanize a woman who can bare children and reduce her to those functions.
The white man who uses her is no where to be seen in the later half of the video at all, something that people who have grown up without a father have experience with.

What's your thoughts on her new video?

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Busy Bee

Besides trying to see why I cant get a normal job to sustain my own endeavors, filing reports on stolen items at Chifi and also Acen, filing a report etc for an incident that happened near Mitsuwa in 2012,  wondering why people were telling me that some of the Chicago gals were trying to jump me, and still trying to stay calm and collected.

I never got in touch with Honey Color about the circle lens mishap so it won't get lost in the mail wayyy back when I first got into college, or when I had faulty contact lens too from Honeycolor.

And various other things too. geez.

Its too much for one person to do all by there themselves, plus babysitting, tutoring, and editing digital art stuff. To make it even more busy, still drawing and painting to keep that up.

Some days I worry or get stressed out, some days I can take my mind off of things,... which makes me question if I should relax or not. -_-;;

I will also be at a Cosplay event next week, Hosted by Sugargamers! Check it out on Facebook!!

well... That is it for now.

Ciao Ciao.

Sunday, July 19, 2015


Went to the beach with the babies, Mora-baddd, ___Niquey, Vega,Gucci and one of their friends. 🌺

It was wayyyyyy too hot to be at the beach unless you were going to chill in the water... literally! 😜👓🔥

Too bad summer is almost over! I only stayed in Chicago since my last trip to work with Golds Infinity, Rei, Nino, Michi and other fashionable gals in the comm last summer. It was pretty exciting being able to dress how I wanted to work with people and businesses that know about the fashion etc.

I feel bad for missing it this year, 😩(even as an attendee)  and not being able to go back to atleast chill and derp around LA. I also have to cross off attending Sepiamemory's Blogger D-tan's para panel as well.....

Maybe I'll visit again during the fall? 🍁🍂🍃