I feel like I know the root of depression and stuff like that (well, atleast for me, and maybe some close people). I feel that there are so many expectations and if you are too different, either you care about them , or you dont. If you are expected by age 23 to have a, b, c, d, etc, and you only have a few of those, you might feel pressured or sad that it didnt happen for you. But damn, that is what someone else says YOU should get. SOMEONE ELSE!
That bit helped me out so much, and I feel like the darkness that would overtake me, has grown so little, just a shadow. I dont have to feel bad about some stuff. It is what it is. I am surviving, that should be good enough. Maybe I like things too simple >: D
But, thinking simply can just get the clutter off your mind. Taking time out for yourself, clearing your mind, etc. Get a grip on things and move on and keep learning.
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This week, Moga came to Chicago. I swore the dinner meet we had with tomo and kira*kira and i was was for wedsnesday...but luckily I wasnt sleep yet, and was able to make it out on monday night .
I think they took a few better pix than i did -_____-.
booo
On Saturday, I went out with Sam and Ashley. We played Dance Central and a taiko drum game. SO cute!
I am not too coordinated when it comes to instruments but I tried! lol
Ash and I at the art show her friend was hosting.
I have less than a month left for this semester. SO STRESSFUL. I just want to sleep, but I am planning out my time for projects and studying.
gah... Why cant I make a super awesome clone to go to school for me?
